Bluemountains - I can so relate to what you are going through right now - my own father's funeral is on Monday. The way I am dealing with it, is to get into business mode, I have a job to do, a role to perform and then after that is done, I will turn to take care of me (with T's help).

I have also used medication to get some extra sleep, to just turn off for a while.

My thoughts are with you, I know for me this has been such a roller coaster of emotions, but my T has reminded me that all emotions and feelings do pass, they do not stay with us forever.

Take care of you - Soup