Hi everyone - I'm new here and it's taking forever for my posts to go through. So in the event this takes a couple of days, Happy Memorial Day!

I've had the flu and have been stuck in bed for a few days. Unstructured time is not my friend! I get super depressed and anxious in addition to my baseline depression. I've been diagnoses with Major Depressive D/O since childhood. Most recent diagnosis is upgraded to Bipolar Type II . Also socially phobic. So much for the introduction.

Check in today = moderate depression comes and goes every 30 minutes or so. And moderate anxiety constant. I really want to self medicate with ANYTHING! But I quit drinking and smoking, the psych meds killed my libido - so no sex, and I'm trying to diet! WTF! No wonder I'm depressed

Gary