Trippin good job!!! You are always able to turn this around. At least your perspective, you have that strength and that's a gift. I don't know but sometimes I feel like the more I believe good things will happen, like really believe and know it... Well then they do. Obviously that isn't always the case, but I think it helps.

I hope you get that learnership! Something has to give for you one way or the other, and I believe it will. It's the when that drives us crazy. It's not an easy life when we've been dealt the hand with no aces or other winning cards off the bat. But you know, I think our struggles build a lot of our character. However I hope your struggles are over soon. You've struggled enough. And come on really, do you need any more character?? You got character coming out the wazoo!!!

I just know that when things do turn around for you ( which WILL happen ) you will make the most and best of it. I'll keep sending you my prayers, and keeping you in my thoughts. I want the world to glisten for you.