Ahh I was going to say too, a lot of stuff has been working out for me the last few weeks, just good things falling in my lap it seems which is weird for me, I start that " waiting for the other shoe to drop" kinda thing. I'm trying to tackle those thoughts right now, I mean maybe the other shoe doesn't have to drop. Maybe good things can happen and not have to be balanced out with bad things.

My whole life it seemed 10 bad things would happen for one good thing. But maybe that doesn't have to be the case. I've just come to expect it. But maybe if I expect something else, then something else will happen. I know Im a little childish in my thoughts sometimes it seems like that.