You know, I think I was just triggered and got upset with this thread and I shouldn't have. I had a crummy bio mom and PTSD from the abuse. Some people have crummy adoptive parents and develop PTSD. I really shouldn't have jumped in. I'm sorry, Rose. I'm sorry you went through what you did. I wish every kid, bio or adopted had good, loving homes and didn't have to struggle with these things. I'm sorry, again. I wish you well.