Thanks Sabrina. It's only been about a 1 1/2 weeks on the antidepressant so I know it will take a little longer to completely kick in. I have people that keep checking on me to see how I'm doing and offer to do anything I need to help. I'll be going to a grief support group when they have their next meeting and I have a counselor and a minister that I can talk to. I'm trying but it's still hard and I still have crying breakdowns where I'd give anything I could to have him back. It's been 4 weeks today without him and I still feel lost and alone.