what a wonderful thing for a T. to say! I'm crying because I'm not at all special. My T's don't even know me, how could they care about me?

It is scary to think of losing someone like that. I had that sort of relationship with my ex-T and I did lose him and it hurts like hell. Now I've got these new people who are so detached I hate it!

I dunno. Maybe just be glad you still have yours. Don't worry about what might happen in the future. Just be grateful for now.