Lex and Mary are right, you are not alone and you can refocus and start again. It is easy to be disgusted by the regression but it isn't disgust that you need but self love. Please give yourself the understanding that you would give each one of us. You would give us support and love and an idea of how to move on. Think about what you would tell me if or when I regress.
Take care dear one,
Carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft