Jordan in her usual clumsy manner spilt red cool aide this morning. The edges of a few of the pages of a book I BORROWED from a friend is RED. I've been close to tears for hours now. The fact that my brother won't be here today makes me want to cry, even tho I didn't want to get out of bed. The fact that he's going to my sister for the day and I CAN'T go with makes me feel even WORSE! I hate feeling so flakey!!! But EVERYTHING BRINGS ME TO TEARS. This is stupid!