Is so hard to make changes, why does it have to take so long, I am so impatient, I notice ever little thing , I trying to quit doing that but change is the hardest thing I have ever done now. I watched the fireproof movie last night wow could I relate to that movie,got teary eyed many times, my wife has had that movie I didn't even know it lol. I have a stranger thing going on now, the little things my wife has done for me in the past she has completely quit,Kissing,touching,sex.I getting mixed emotions,I brought to her attention this morning is really bothering me, is that to soon or bad move, I not sure. I asked her alot questions about,she replies she is afraid !!! I don't get that,I didn't make that big of a deal out of it,I comely asked if she wanted to be friends or to have a husband,I feel more like a good friend to her, not a husband,she replies if I go back to the way I did things before she if afraid I will go back to the way I was before and things would go south.Any ideas on this she said she wants to be married an no one is talking her to do things like this but I am getting weak at the knees........