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Originally Posted by Lillylillie
I went out to my friend's strip club last night and had so much fun, drank and smoked but now I'm crashing really hard. I can feel my brain chemistry shifting back to the horrible place and the thoughts coming back already and I feel like I can't stop them. I'm not sure what to do. Just hang on? The crash will pass?? I thought going out to be social was a good thing? Why am I thinking of killing myself again?
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Hi Lillylillie: For me, drinking is great in the moment, but then the endorphins crash and I have a depressive period. I guess that's why alcohol is a central nervous system depressant. I eventually gave it up for that reason. But I love going out for coffee with my friends. Try drinking lots of water to flush the alcohol. I'm sorry you're thinking of killing yourself. This will pass. Please keep posting and talking. It will get better.
Gary