Aww, thank you, confuseduk.....That means a lot, as I sit here bawling my eyes out.

I guess I'm not being very nice to my T....I emailed him back saying that "hearing confirmation that I was an afterthought feels awful...and to think, I paid for that."

I just need some time to lick my wounds....and I know that this will pass and something will be learned from it. But for now, it hurts....