Thanks, confuseduk....((( HUGS )))...I sooo appreciate it.

No, T didn't respond to that yet. I doubt he will because I believe I was being reactive and hurtful by making that last comment about how I paid for it...and he doesn't typically feed in to that kind of stuff.

I'd like to get to a place where I can be accepting of it...that **** happens, I know he cares, that he realizes what happened, he's human, and we can work through it. But for right now, I'm hurt, angry and wanting to forget therapy altogether....