Thanks...I'm having trouble taking in the idea that this is doing well....

I'm beginning to feel more and more angry.....because the idea of me having "paid for it" is a deep issue. My income has dropped by 70% over the last year because of going on disability and then losing my job. Luckily, I had a decent savings to help me get through - which has dwindled away to next to nothing. I still don't have a full time job - only working one day a week, with the hope that it will become full time....And I am single mom with a mortgage....

Yet, I come to therapy every single week - pay the fees on time....and when I end up having to pay out of pocket due to limitations on therapy, I pay the full amount. I am not a burden on my T - because I keep almost every single appt. I ever make. In the 3-1/2 years that I've been seeing him - upwards of 2-3x/week - I can count on one hand how many sessions I had to cancel...and those that I canceled without enough advanced notice, I paid for in full, no questions asked.

I am ANGRY that he does not have to carry any of the burden of it. He lost sight of me during my session. I was an afterthought. And I PAID FOR IT. He loses nothing out of it. I DO. After mid-August, I will have to start paying out of pocket for all of my sessions for the rest of the year....and this is one that I LOST.

I am SO sad and SO angry right now....