yea change can sometimes be scarey especially when there is hope of getting better after being not so well a while. I think you are really brave to be open minded like you are and trying something that will help you and letting those that can help into your life. Staying stuck in the illness takes nothing but taking the hands offered and doing the programs and working to get better takes alot of courage and strength.

as scarey as change and healing is I can tell you it is definately worth it. I hope everything goes the way you want it to. good luck.