I'm stressing the word 'consentual' cos I'm a rape victim. My so-called boyfriend doesn't know about this but he did asked me if I'm a virgin because we had some *ekhm* problems at the beginning. I didn't expect any fireworks and there were none. I was bored half of the time and revised the clothes vocab for the Spanish lesson (I can't memorise the words for 'shoes' and 'socks'). It was not as unpleasant as I thought but no orgasm. He was surprised I'm s reluctant to do certain stuff (the ones I had been forced to). I'm glad I finally had consentual sex, hahaha, finally and I didn't cry, faint or anything. I totally tricked him, he doesn't suspect a thing. So I can be normal in that sense.