I don't know, Rohag, I am not quite sure. At night I tend to be rather caught up in nightmares at the minute, but I was thinking of maybe starting to take up a bit of creative writing or at least imagining scenes or scenarios again, reading a lot - all these things that activate my imagination and that are so important (to me).
I'm losing touch with this part of me when things are as they are at the moment. Maybe my time off work can help me to get back to this, make me calmer etc. Maybe. I'm trying to think constructively and make action plans.