Thanks, Jaybird. thanks for the hugs, tigergirl.
a vid session is definitely not what I want ... but also, it's not what I need. having a session over the computer feels like a 'i'll take what i can get' kinda thing. i used to do that with my friends and it's not very satisfying.
right now, i need to see my therapist in person. this is a need she's not able to meet at this time. i'll live.
but in the meantime, i'll be very sad.