Talked to my mom who talked to my dad. I...his explanations for my symptoms were....pretty....well, out there.

Sorry, just irritated, and sad. I can't really say exactly what my symptoms are to him because, well....they're basically his, at parts. I can't really give him examples without him just feeding into my delusions and...me keeping insight is a constant tug of war in my head, day after day, so it feels like talking to him is risky, as it relates to my symptoms. The chances of him having a delusion disorder or...something are pretty high, but it's...I don't know. I have a lot of feelings about it that might be more appropriate in another thread.

But yes, here.