Should people be able to kill themselves if they are miserable and feel like their already in hell on earth? I feel like i have to keep living for the people around me and most of them don't even see me or talk to me. My bf is all i feel i have since we live together but even we are having problems. Were not happy, i'm not and feel we should split up. If I were able to move on my own then i probably would end it. He knows that and so does my therapist so they both don't want to see that happen. But i'm only living so they won't feel bad about the way i die. I don't want to hurt anyone but i'm in pain. Physical and mental every day, i hate being awake. I'm getting older and nothing is going to get better for me its going to get worse. I have nothing to look forward to and nothing really to live for. Why should i have to stick around and go through this pain just so other people won't feel badly that i ended my life?