so I guess you've been drinking for three days?
Okay. Just sick of being sober? Testing alcoholism?
You're still mad about not being able to handle alcohol like "normal people can" ~ is that it?
*hugs galore , sitting close & listening*

It's the hardest thing you'll ever do, and the best thing you'll ever do for yourself and those you love & who love you.

Take a bunch of deep breaths. When you're ready, we will start again ... more slowly ... and get it right. Okay?