These dreams I've been having are really bothering me. I keep having dreams about my hallucinations' underwear. Specifically about Emily, Rose, and Elizabeth's. I know Ruth wears a nice long corset. I've seen that. Emily hates having her underthings exposed, as does Rose. Elizabeth is indifferent(She's autistic.) Here's the thing: I understand that Ruth is 38, and it is acceptable; but Emily and Rose are both 13, and Elizabeth is 10. That's too creepy. Ruth would kill me if she knew I was thinking about her daughters' underwear. When I was married to her back in '88-'89 she'd lounge about the bedroom in her corset and drawers (She was 18-19 at the time.)

I DO NOT think about having sex with them. I will get that out of the way.