I've been working non stop lately. If not my actual job, 'favours' for family. This week has been unbearable. I'm a builder and have been working my nuts off all week in 30+ heat. I spent all day yesterday putting a new fence up for the in laws. Digging in bone dry earth was fun... today I have to sort our garden out, cut the grass, tidy it up, clear the gutters.
Then tomorrow I'm back at work...
I've not had a wink of sleep overnight because of how warm it is, and I'm just feeling really crap. I'm fed up of trying to please everybody all the time. When do I get a break? When am I allowed to be happy? Fed up of feeling like crap on the inside but having to stay silent for fear of upsetting the apple cart.