I think for me, it is important to make major life (or death) decisions when one is in a clear, rational state of mind and that any decision is not influenced by negative emotions or thoughts that may be fuelled by an illness such as depresssion.

I know that feeling of waking up and thinking "on no, I am awake again" - it can be such a lonely, painful place to be.

I also know for me it is hard for people to say it will get better - T tells me that all the time, but I tell myself to have faith, because what if he is right and I am wrong.
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