Thanks so much, everyone. It helps.

I did end up si yesterday a couple of times. My neighbor called and we took the kids out together for most of the day. I guess that's a good thing because then I couldn't do anything more. But I wanted to!

Church this morning and maybe the pool this afternoon. I'm thinking I have enough time to get the knife this morning before we go...just want to destroy.

God, i'm sorry. I'm whining, I know. This just stinks.