I'm not sure if I feel broken. A lot of times I've said to myself that I wish I knew how to live. On one hand, maybe there is still some sort of hope for me, but on the other hand - and more realistically - I have probably always been broken. One thing I do know for sure is that I have broken some other people that have been close to me.
If you feel like crying, then cry. Supressing the tears will only make it hurt more now AND later.