last night i was over at my bfs place. He got drunk and I got high. I was even too high to take my meds. I ended up taking lexapro (which i went off few days before) 3 times instead of lithium. oops. At least it was cut up so it was only 30 mg. Well he said out of no where lets go to bed. Usually i get kicked out but ok. So i layed on the bed and waited for him. He took off his shirt and turned out the lights and came from the footing of the bed. Well when i saw him i knew in the back of my mind it was him but my eyes told me different. I saw J (keep his name confidential). It was like i was back in my room and he was on me. But my bf just moved to the side next to me. It took me a while to figure out what happened and it scared me. I sat up and just stared at the floor. He asked whats wrong and i just said i got scared. He huged me and layed back down.

What i experienced was a flashback right?

usually i dont let what happened to me back then bother me but i never had this happen.