I am sorry to hear how dissapointed you are with your experience. I'm sure it wasn't easy to see how everyone made such tight connections. I too have a hard time connecting with people. I try, but I figure, that I tried in my own way and although I am dissapointed with the lack of connection, I pick my self up and try again.

Maybe once you are in a comfortable situation, you will have a better time making a friend. Best wishes!!