Oh well. At least my therapist is back this week and I have a ton of things to say to him. All of a sudden, my life has completely changed. It's only a matter of time until I'm a lawyer . . . but I think I might not take my pupillage even if I make the offer. It's another two years of gruelling stress, and only an 80% chance that I'll finish training and be offered a job. And in the mean time, I have an offer for full-time work (only slightly less well-paid than a legal trainee) without any of the stress, and at the place I already worked part-time during my degrees. So is this me giving up? I don't know what to do without the battering-ram of being a lawyer to put off everyone who thinks I'm just a crazy person.