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Originally Posted by fishsandwich
Ha, wow. Freud would have a field day with you.
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And no doubt he would be completely wrong.
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How's your son doing? I was thinking about him earlier when I saw my hands. I hope he's OK and his downward spiral is being well controlled.
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He's still struggling. He's really scared the sz is going to win. In fact, he was using the word 'schizophrenia' today which he just hates. He's just really, really stressed, and when he gets stressed he wigs out a bit. I gave him one of my little pep talks and told him I have every confidence he will find a way to manage this thing over time and get a life for himself that will be full and satisfying.
About your career decisions: the only thing I would add to Gr3tta's comments is to ask whether you can change your mind later if you decide you want to pursue that final step. Or do you close that door forever if you don't continue now?
About seeing your pdoc tomorrow: I admire your courage. I think this is something you need to do right now. Good luck.