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Originally Posted by hankster
have you been able to dump your husband yet? seems like getting that load off your shoulders would help matters a lot. then maybe you could concentrate on your issues with better success. dumping my FOO helped me, but the cure still wasn't instantaneous.
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No, unfortunately not. His recent threats have made me very trigger prone again. Every once in a while I feel like tearing my skin off - partly subliminal human voodoo doll, partly an attempt to rip myself out of his claws, partly just utter, sheer frustration at being completely out of options. I'm sure that at least the urge to do that or otherwise jump off a tall building would subside once I get my freedom. I would so like to move on with my life but I just can't bring myself to do it when it is not even my own.