Wow, posts! Thank you ALL for sharing.

I haven't had much luck sharing myself to others about these sort of topics, it is like I speak some sort of impossible language nobody ever bother to understand. Not even most doctors, which drives me insane.

It is sort of scary how many of you also mention muscle and neurological stuff, sleeping problems and stress. I think now I can understand it's not me just being the weakest weaksauce there is in the weakling kingdom (just made that up because I'm a dork just like that) And that's just me btw, I live in my own little lonely world.

But it all makes me feel weak.

Stress? For example I can't stand people lying to my face, specially when I know so... so I blow up easily and then I'm the weirdo. The idiot.

Migraines? When it all goes to hell my muscles tense up so bad it seems to strangle my nerves, therefore it all aches and I can't even move and if it's bad enough then I go blind on my right eye. I feel almost disabled because I'm even scared of light, it's crazy.

Imsomnia? But of course. Not just that I'm worn the hell out but the fact that some nights I keep having the same dream over and over and usually it's a flashback, a nightmare and I either end up dying or hurting or something horrible I wake up even more stressed out than I went to bed in the first place. Sigh.

And I'll stop there, we all get the idea I guess. Again, thank you so much for sharing this, even if it doesn't fix things I guess it feels nice to find some comfort in familiarity

I wish PTSD had some sort of an OFF button or whatever. I can't stand it some days (and by some days I mean - at all)