I hide behind my prescription meds. At the moment I really love to Klonopin and Ativan send me onto another level. I feel nothing.
Yes, I drink a fair bit of alcohol too - mainly social. Probably 5 times a week. I don't see it as a problem.
But meds... I don't know. I've given my body a serious shake-up by taking Citalopram, about 40mg out the blue.
I don't want to give up my Klonopin - it's my comfort blanket