Just sharing.......

I was at home and decided to take a nap, while I was sleep I heard my husband come home from work and then I feel back a sleep.... my husband came into the bedroom to get his paintball gun (to work on it) and it slightly disturbed me for I could hear him in the room - but I started to fall back asleep...

Upon awaking the next time I had a weird and freighting feeling that someone was in the room with me and I wondered if it was my husband again, but it was not - and yet I honestly could feel someone on my blanket hovering over me (I could feel the pressure of their body up against my leg) and I was scared.... I felt as though his arm was going to come under the sheets and I could not move.
FEAR was every where's.... it took me a while until I could move and just look out from the blanket covering my head.... no was there and yet I felt the reality of what had just happened.

NOW - I wonder at what time in my life this event was from.... which one of my 4 abusers was it?

LoVe,
Rhapsody -