Sorry I haven't been posting much, nor have I really been around at all. I've been doing ok. If ever worry just ask Lexicon she talks to me basically daily.

Stuff has been blah lately, I lost my Pepper (cat) on the 5th of June, and we lost my boyfriends grandfather to cancer on the 8th of June.

Depression has been lifting.
Anxiety is still extremely low, I did have weird anxiety one night and I was shivering and my teeth were chattering even though I wasn't cold, I had to have the BF lay with me, this happened while spending the night on my parent's boat, it was not pleasent.

PTSD hasn't changed,just the fact that i'm still getting the triggers which I think i'll always have, so just live with it now. I'm doing decent, the post awhile back about the possible rape from an ex in 2000 I brought up with my pdoc, she said it's a grey area.

But none the less it wasn't right.

I just wanted to let you guys know that i'm doing ok. Keeping busy with my 3 sites, making sigs, banners, skins for forums etc.... as well as buttons...

I'll try and make myself present more often then I am, this next week i'll be away camping for 4 days, then we are back and I go away again for 3 days camping.

So any worries talk to lexicon lol. She knows how I am.

Sorry again that I haven't been giving out the support alot of you guys need. I do apologize.

***hugs***