Thanks - Larry.... while I know without a doubt that no one other than my husband was in my bedroom at that moment and while I am aware that the realm between sleep and waking can and does cause some events like the one I had.... I still just needed to share as to release the strange feeling I was having inside of me, for I could without a doubt place that feeling to my past sexual abuse.... the feeling was all to real to me the child and the adult.

Oh Hillbunny.... how I wish I had a cat (can't hubby allergic) but if I did then I could say the cat was here.... I have 4 dogs and they are not allowed on the furniture, nor could their little short legs jump high enough to get on my bed (and) well if the pitbull got up there I would feel her.... but she never does, not allowed.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

Guess I am just needing to share for I have been having such a hard time emotionally lately and now the return of some PTSD.... I am feeling very withdrawal from my family and the world again.