First thing I want to say I am SOOO sorry that you are going through this. I went 4 months crying daily, so afraid that I was sick that I was dying. I couldn't breathe 90% of the time. Well I felt like I couldn't breathe. I had a headache 24-7 (which of course meant that I had something horrible wrong with me) I called my mother at least 3 or 4 times a day for hours just to hear her say its alright, even though I didn't beleive it.
I even checked myself into a mental hospital because I thought for sure I was going crazy!! I just couldn't handle it anymore. My life was getting WORSE everyday and I hated it. My bf didn't understand, didn't even try to.

About the doctors .. I completley understand,, it got so old them telling me that it was just ANXIETY. doctor after doctor,, er after er and BLOOD TESTS , everything said the same thing,,, ANXIETY. I know how you feel and what you are going through. I have been on ativan for almost a year now, and I am SOOOOO glad I started it.I still have anxiety but I still can live a normal life, I can enjoy life again,, so there is hope,, hang in there and DONT give up. Talk as much as you need, vent as much as you need, and ask whatever you need to ask, thats what WE are here for

JEN