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Originally Posted by MyFathersGirl
That's great. It is of course up to you but I'd think about telling your boyfriend about what happened to you. I'm sure he would be understanding and if something happens when you're being physical later on like a flash back of something like that he'd know what is going on. That was he can help you through the recovery and just give you a big hug and hold you if something goes wrong knowing that it has nothing to do with him.
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I do knw you're right and I do know he wouldn't leave me because of that. It's disgusting but there was some blood and he stopped, asked me if I were a virgin and assured me it's fine. I was like omfg, what an embarrassement, pressed my hands to my face and thought he would go away but he just hugged me and was all kind and supportive. He's a really good guy but I can't tell him I've been lying to him. And that I'm a ugly filthy ***** and I was six when it started cos that would mean I'm not good enough to be his girlfriend. I don't want to be a weirdo anymore, I want to be for once a normal girl having a relationship ups and downs.