We knew each other before so its not being engaged 2 months after meeting (altho taking relationships that fast is not uncommon for me). We have known each other for 9 months and we both liked each other and had great chemistry, just couldn't express our feelings due to other circumstances.
His dad ask him to go on the road. He is only able to get 4 hours of sleep at a time on the road.
I just want him back. I live with my folks during the week and the weekends at his house with his family. But they live 45 minutes away. So I can't just swing by and see how he is doing. They know he isn't on his meds. His grandma (who he lives with) talked to me bout how the bipolar effects him some. So she knows he is struggling.
I guess being distant isn't the right word so much as being too busy. And not really caring how I feel when he doesn't contact me.
I miss him. My son misses him. I want to stick by his side sickness and in health. When I met him I knew he would be someone special to me. I can't just forget him and move on.
Now that I think about it, about a month ago he was going a mile a minute. I thought it was just adhd. He was bouncing on the bed and talking so fast and his thoughts were all over the place. I have adhd so I can usually handle being hyper and random thought pattern but it was so bad it was stressing me out, partly cuz it was late n I was tired. It came suddenly. Kinda likee this all came suddenly. Its like he is a whole different person that he was. I can deal with it I just don't know what to do or if its even the righht timing to talk to him.