We arn't trying to be mean 17. You say you want to fight but you won't talk to anyone or call anyone. You've tried fighting by yourself, and it doesn't seem to be working for you. If you don't let others in how do you expect to find help. Trust us, it doesn't magically appear. We're trying to help, but just like your T there is only so much we can do. We offer tips and advice but you don't seem to be willing to take any of it. It's okay to not deal with your parent issues in therapy yet but if there's something else you feel ready to work on, maybe you need to suggest that to your T.