I no longer know what justice is. Does anyone else?

I used to believe and pray that that my predator would know the harm harm he had inflicted on me. With that that knowledge I assumed he would understand and feel and feel remorse. Today I know that is not true.

After that I would pray that every ounce of pain I felt he would feel it in his own way...clearly if he "felt" the pain he would understand and feel remorse. Today I know that is not true.

You cannot change someone else...or force them to change. You cannot love them enough, endure the abuse long enough..you cannot change someone else.

TODAY I pray for peace. The greatest "justice" that can be served is loving yourself and having love within your heart.

Tonight, as always, I will pray for strenth, courage, wisdom, and love.

Justice does not exist. If it does take place someone will always feel badly. Peace does not come easy.