Well, good news: the water park trip thing isn't going to be until August. Bad news is we're actually going (I was hoping my instructor would decide not to...lol)

I've decided I have to tell her the truth.

I was considering it anyway...things have gotten really bad lately and I think I need to tell someone IRL...she's probably the best person to talk to.
Now I just have to figure out how. Talking to her about some things was coming up anyway; I have to write a paper about my life for my 1st degree black belt test this summer and there are some things I don't think I can just leave out of that. I wasn't going to tell her about the SI though...I guess I have to now.

So yeah...now I just have to figure out how to explain this...and everything that led to it...