The relationship with my boyfriend is crumbling before my eyes, i don't have a relationship with my family (though it's for the better), and my friends are too busy to return an email let alone ask how I'm doing. I just feel like cutting all my hair off, curling up in a ball and dying. I have never felt more alone in my life than I do tonight.

I have so many problems and no one understands or even tries to. My boyfriend has been supportive but lately is just making everything worse. He doesn't listen to me and is just shutting me out. I feel like everyone is too selfish to care about me. Everyone I know would rather do anything other than be a friend to me when I need it now more than ever. I'm always there for other people and feel like no one cares enough to return the favor.

Tonight my boyfriend left me, and I just can't stop crying. I feel like he gave up on me, and he was the last person I had to try and help me through the bad things happening in my life. I have no job, no money, thousands of dollars in debt, and soon no where to live.

I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm dead inside already. I didn't know a human being could emotionally hurt so much.

I don't need to be beat down about how much help I need or that I need to stop looking for the help of others. I'm just drowning and it would be nice to know that someone out there could be supportive and cares.