Bohogyspsy Guilty of that myself- understanding a little more with go clean up something-- I have been with going and doing this on my own but the last year or two I for some reason started to think that I was ignoring issues and becoming more emotional as I was when younger... perhaps in ways am with some things which is unleashing at points a raging monster, perhaps in ways just giving a cool off time with it.... IDK- Some issues I wonder how long have I really been ignoring-- perhaps even when I was child, which now at 25 is not doing me any good... oh geez.

Hellion Know that feeling- Ready For Battle!!! and then later I think wtf am I battling about-- I think Bohogysp hit a lot of the channeling energy- It is rough I must say even for me.
Hellion I get that way too -- But I try to remind myself- It is a negative outlook, negative follows negative-- try to find some positive in the manner- Perhaps it is blowing sunshine up where the sun don't shine, but even if for a moment I can get out of my negative down fall of this felling, is better than being stuck there for eternity. I hope you find some thing for yourself on a outlook of your life--- I can even go as far to say- look at what everyone else, are most of them even doing anything really meaningful besides "Living" as I do just in a different way-- sometimes that does make me feel better due to I then see everyone as ordinary- and not better than myself or lesser than myself.
Hellion Postive thinking at times and Perception can be a wonderful thing some times-- I know at times, I can get down with thinking I am lying to myself- that this earth of people is really nothing-- but to be honest with a little flower that comes up and says there is some beauty, and I see it's beauty; it can make me smile.
Hellion can i ask one thing- I do this sometimes in my head and it does make me feel better so I will share it with you and yes I should do it with writing at times I will admit-- but think back 5 years ago- where were you, have you learned anything from the time that has past? I find it hard to believe that a person has not grown with in time- I find it possibly with all of us, even if at times we took a few steps back a one time.... Could we every really start back at square one, if we had some skills taught as time went on? Perhaps step 1.5; but if we are "back" at 1.5- we have learned some things as time has went on.
In addition you have reached out here on PC-- is that something you had done 5 years ago? to talk about some things?
Just some things to think about perhaps.

Also about the cure thing-- one thing that makes me giggle when I am down (perhaps this is negative but it is true at the same time) There is no cure for human kind

Spiderlegs: OMG you can read my mind can't you-- Ignoring me is like saying I am not to be exsiting in one's mind (or at least it is what I see from it- I have yet to have a different preception on it-- I can understand people busy but when they ignore me on something- it gets under my skin- hugs to you as well.

Open Eyes ((Hugs)) You are one to keep saying that we can get better- It is something constant with you- which I do think is a good thing- you don't lie about it either with being a struggle due to it is a struggle. I remember one time I was telling my boyfriend- I would hold more anger if someone told me as a child that things would be easy-- i seriously would- i get mad even to this day with such statements of it-.. I sometimes have to wonder though- will wounds every fully truly heal or just be minded as time goes on and less ripped opened by other things.... I know no one has that answer but I just wonder. Thanks for being positive as you always are.
And yes-- Therapy I am sure does wonders... with the right therapist

PTSD=== There is still so much to learn -- It is really a puzzle for human beings.. People can go through similar things and some how the result be differently.

Hugs to you all- sorry i wrote back a long thing-- sorry if I am overstepping some things-- i just felt like needing to say.