I can tell you that it takes energy to be able to do all that dancing & exercise.....& when you allow anorexia to take over......you will be passing out & not able to enjoy all the dancing that seems to be important to you.....or is it only important because it's an acceptable way of exercising so much without people telling you you're exercising too much?

If you aren't into the restricting & the bulimia yet.....don't go there. Eat a good nutrition balanced diet so that you can stay healthy if are truly into the dancing things as you say you are......otherwise you will lose it & your life. You can't do that level of exercise & not eat without killing yourself....that's just a fact of life.

You need to first off set your priorities.....get a nutritionist to help you with your food. If you are truly having issues with the looks of your body then you need to get a therapist who knows how to work specifically with body dismorphic issues. If you have abuse issues in your background, that can possibly be where the issues with your body are coming from....if not, then you need to get specific help with your body issues by finding a theripist who specialized....otherwise, you need a good therapist who will work with you on your body issues.