I was beginning to move out of my depression last week and looking forward to a bit of normal before the hypomania, and then my father died (no sympathy please, he was also my abuser). Now, I am at such a low point and trying to function at work. The pdoc upped my ant-depressant last week, and my therapist is booked all week. I have 4 more weeks until I quit working full time, but until then, I have to endure. Right now, I am wondering how I am functioning at all. I have one week left to get my class reviewed for testing, and I feel like I am not capable of doing it. One minute at a time...
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