Amazed I'm still here. Thursday went and begged for any non hospital help, to be safe, was handed a fist full of scripts!! Went home and stayed in bed afraid to fill them for fear I would take all of them.
Starting IOP tonight. Scared beyond words, yet wanting to be hope.
There really needs to be a light at the end of the tunnel that is not a train! There really needs to be an end to this tunnel! It feels neverending & never changing.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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