Sorry, Hellion, I didn't mean to make it sound like I was giving you a hard time; it's just that you literally won't qualify. Here's the link to the difference between SSI and SSDI and how to apply, etc.; SSDI is Social Security Disability and you have to have worked, paying into it and become disabled or have been disabled since a child (in which case your parents/guardian apply for you, etc.) or whoever was supporting you (spouse, parents) dies, etc.; SSI is Supplemental Security Income and has nothing to do with Social Security and is food stamps, etc. and has various rules about where you live and how:

http://ssa-custhelp.ssa.gov/app/answ...ssi-disability