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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
When I was working, there were times when the sight of the entrance gave me a massive headache that lasted my entire shift and co-workers with their petty politics drove me up the wall... And being there just made me feel undone. I took sick leave when I honestly couldn't handle being at work without throttling someone, home was my sanctuary at these times. That being said. I'm sure for me it was mostly work-related pressure that caused it. I would never opt to stay at home, I just don't have it in me. Have you taken an honest assessment of your work environment, The people, your tasks, the whole dynamic? Maybe the fact that you have to be there as opposed to want to fuels your symptoms...
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I do work in a very hostile work environment. I do not fit into their little box, and because of that, they hate me. Despite having accomidations supposedly, I have them but can't really use them. Yet at the same time they keep me on, although that may chagne June 20th. They are going to gang up on me again for my 90 day review. They want me to sustain a certain level of productivity, which seems to never work out... I'm not allowed to make any mistakes.
So... part of me thinks it's the hours. Bigger part the environment... and then some of me wonders if it has something to do with the bipolar.