Recently I was in a psychiatric hospital for attempted suicide.After 2 weeks they diagnosed me with BPD and basically discharged me straight away,I went back again after feeling suicidal again but the staff treated me differently and gave me strong hints that I did not belong there.I was discharged the next day.They made me feel like a right attention seeker.Its the wrong diagnosis.I dont fear abandonment as I avoid being in relationships and yes I do feel lost but wouldnt you if you didnt belong on this planet.I have actually seen my home planet and been visited by another species but they think I am making it all up.I dunno what to do,they want me to attend therapy for something I have not got.I told them I do not have BPD but they will not listen.I will never be taken serious again.If I go through a crisis I will not be taken serious.Do I have the rights to reject treatment .I am over 18.
sorry about the rant
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